Monday, January 14, 2019
Mommy, I still wake up in the middle of the night hoping that this whole thing is nothing but just one big bad dream. But then I realize that it's not. Our hearts are incessantly breaking & aching to have you around us once again. How I wish that that I should've spend more time with you. How I wish that I should've given you more hugs & kisses. And how I wish that that should've said "I Love You!" a lot more often. I miss you so much, Mommy! It's hard to even think I will get over this heartache. But I know, being the eldest, you want me to be emotionally strong for my siblings & the rest of our family. And that I will do! We all made you a promise and we will wholeheartedly fulfill it. We love you so much, Mommy, & hope that we can show you that when we all meet once again!
