Thursday, June 4, 2020
Missing you already, dad. Waiting for you to call. I’m going to miss those 10 calls a day, car rides, long walks with Bo. I’m going to miss watching your two favourite movies, Dumb and Dumber 1 and 2. We watched them a 100X and you still laughed like it was the first time you seen it. You knew every line & it was great to watch it one last time with you just days ago. As sick as you were you still laughed your butt off. I’ll watch them often to think of you. I know all your favourite parts. I’m even going to miss our arguments about politics and just chatting about this crazy world and current events. WHAT DO I DO NOW? You were always there for me, for anything at anytime. Such a big part of me died with you, I’ll never be the same. You didn’t deserve that disease that took everything from you, nobody does and I’ll always be angry about that. I can’t even fathom family dinners, Christmas or any special occasion without you, (They won’t be special anymore, there’s always going to be that empty chair) I’m dreading this Father’s Day. Thanks for being a wonderful father, always being there for me even through my craziest times. You had a way of always making sure we were always ok. Most of all I’m going to miss your laughing, always the jokester and always up to no good. I’m not going to miss watching you suffer in pain and not being able to do all the things you loved to do. You were always on the go... going to your car shows, walking the dog, you and mom were always roadrunners. I hope you were reunited with your parents and your sister, Bonnie. Praying you were greeted by all your dogs and Shadow. Give them lots of love and kisses for me, take care of my kitty. Remember what we talked about? I know if there’s a way, you’ll find it. After decades of pain your health is finally restored, you can rest now, dad. Rest with the Lord knowing that your family loves you so much. I hope you met Johnny Cash and he’s doing a concert just for you. I’ll take care of mom and Bobo. I’ll always love and remember you, you know that. I’m going to get some lottery tickets tonight so work your magic. Ha!
Your Daughter, Jenn
