Monday, January 14, 2019
Dad, I never did get a chance to spend time with you, like I wanted to, though I tried. I remember talking with Gina, trying to scheme up an idea as to how I can possibly get the two of you here in California. Maybe I could save up my pennies and possibly come up with one ticket, just to help. But because of cost and time, and also you were not feeling well even back then, I never did get to hold you and hug you again. I just wished I could have hugged you one last time...I just wished I could have had time with you, just to talk with you, just you and me.. ..to get to know you better. But I will just trust God that He had a good reason why it never came about. I will never forget the image of you telling me the story of when I was 2yrs. old, walking through the pine trees in shorts, and you graphically showing me how and what I said .."OOOCH OOOCH OUCH OUCH"!!! Just so you know, if you didnt know already... I love you Dad! And I hope one day, I will see your twinkling blue eyes again in heaven, looking back at me. Bye for now, Your daughter, Silvana
